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What she wants she doesnt need. What she needs she doesnt want.

your smiling mask of lies hides the hatred and rage that you spit on the innocent souls who cross your path victims of your predation. you sweetheart are the psychopath that you profess to fear you just dont admit it to your (current) self. your other selves take pride in the rapes you commit. fractured and smiling so many different yous but not one of them that cares.

being with you is like being shot and stabbed punched and kissed

i hated you i always did you were too good you were too real you wanted to help but i dont need help i dont need anyone and i dont need you i know im beautiful and i know you love me i use it against you to hurt you to help me stay in control to feel safe and powerful and in the end i erase everything that you cared about the person i led you to believe in i hate you so so much i will lie to you and everyone about us i will never let anyone know what i stooped to that i pretended to care that i needed my drug so badly that i had to pretend to care about you you are nothing you are no one you are just a reflection

Loving a monster isn't such a good idea. Even if it's a beautiful monster. Even if it's broken and crying inside. Even if it begs for your love. Because in the end a monster will still do what a monster does.